Didn't really update recently. Too tired!!
But anyway, everything's going on finely.
Me and him especially, although we do quarrel at times, and there are big big quarrel to the extent that we question each other whether we still wanna continue. =((
But everything's fine now.
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School's assignments are demanding!
CAN DIE. But i like. HAHAHA.
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Will be super busy! So less update. Can't blame me.

School has started and everything went fine.
Gotta see every familiar faces, and of cuz, those that i detest. Haha.
Assignments started coming in. REMT, POD, Arranging, Songwriting.. It's a WOW actually.
I want to do filmscoring for POD. But i have this feeling that i will be denied of the chance to do so, just like what happened for my ITP.
=(
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Anyway, I've enrolled for Basic Theory test. Gonna get my driving license. And after getting my driving license, i gonna go get my bike license!
And my boy says that he will let me ride Sophie if i pass!
WHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA.
I am indeed looking forward to that.
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I gonna work extra hard this year. Catch up with what I missed the previous 2 years, and proof those asses wrong!
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It's the end of ITP, it's the end of the HKNCCCO that we're familiar of.
What's my feeling now? Fucked up, pissed, disappointed, helpless, hopeless, meaningless, sad, disheartened... there's more to this.
It's all our effort. All seem to gone to waste. And the fucking problem is that there is nothing we can fucking do.
It's our place, our territory. They come, they invade and they gonna win.
We lost. We can't even fight for ourselves.
So what now? Sit down, watch things change, and do nothing about it.
We fucking cannot do anything!
We're being given up, and we must face the hard truth.
There won't be happy times anymore.
It's the end, the full-stop; not placed by us or decided by us, but someone else.
I'm pissed. For nothing is being discussed with us in the first place before decision is being made. I know the reasons behind. But that doesn't deny our rights in knowing this matter.
We did not do a good job. But we ain't that bad either.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
I hate feeling so helpless. Seriously hate it.
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Nothing's fine. Everything's so wrong.
I hate feeling so helpless, i shall repeat.
Look at my studies. Working hard 2 years in DMAT, what did i get in the end? I know, my results aint good. But does it mean that i deserve it?
ITP at PA that I din't learn a freaking thing at all. Everyone's enjoying their work, learning things each and everyday. What about me? I can't do anything about it too.
I am being placed in there, not that i say i want to be there.
The person who placed me there say I fucking suit there.
So what else can i do?
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Can i cry out loud, stay in a corner of somewhere, and isolate myself?
So at least i won't feel so helpless.
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Can we do something about HKN instead of letting it go just like that?
I very bu gan yuan.
I fucking hate it.
Fuck bb. Fuck those money-face.
fuck.